I am failing

I am failing at this goal. I gained weight again and am very frustrated. This week started nightly pilates, and I am doing the entire dvd. But something is still not right.

I walk daily, chase kids daily, I am doing pilates daily, I exercise daily. My calories have decreased, since I am not hungry. And I still gained again! I am not shrinking in inches either.

This is frustrating, I know it has to be my PCOS, but I don't want that crutch. I want to be skinny and work off the fat. I want to be able to at least walk a half marathon.

I can't give up, but I feel like it, I am failing in my goal.

Pilates

I have been stretching but not doing my Pilates DVD, I did that today! And I did all the modified exercises, I am finally getting flexibility back after having 3 babies in three years. Walking later today and maybe dancing. My weight is stable no gains after my birthday friday. Back to normal schedule tomorrow!

Running up and down stairs

I ran up and down my stairs today. I stretched, and danced. That is about it so far. The weather has gotten a bit chilly here.

I at tofu stir fry, yummy. And apple pie, also yummy. I feel pretty good. I will be going for a walk later today.

I know this one is short, but on good days, like today, I just post what I did.

Farm

I walked around a farm saturday. Apple picking was fun. I am up to a mile on the treadmill again, since I got sick I had stopped doing that. Three months until The disney half marathon. So training is going to pick up.

My goal was simple, get in shape after having three children in three years. I found out that for me personally it is complicated. But you have to keep on trying. Never give up, and move forward with any goal.

Walking/ Jogging a trail

Stretching, I am starting to loosen up, and the baby of the family is now seven months old. I am going out to a farm this weekend to pick apples. There are many around here so I am sure one will be the right fit for my family.

I also am going tonight to make the first round trip, around the base where I live. There is a six mile trail! It will be the first time I attempt six miles at a walk/jog pace. Most of the time I just walk and I have gone six miles before, not on this trail so close to home.

Been feeling good, stuffed mushrooms today for me, while my children get fish sticks. I would love to eat the fish stick! Anyway, off to stretch after I complete the other eight blogs I write.

Walking

I am going out tonight for a walk. I stretched today and did a bit of dancing.

My spirits are feeling good. I had tofu and noodles today for lunch. I love tofu. Other than normal domestic stuff the day has been very uneventful.

I am happy to be over that cold.

A four mile walk

Yesterday, the entire family ditched the car. We got my girls and baby, and went for a walk. We walked to a restaurant, ate, then walked home. It was so fun! And it was slow. My children are tiny, so they walked slower, sorta. They would run ahead, then run back. They went further than I did.

Stretching and walking today. Maybe my goal will become more reachable if I include my children. It will also teach them to love exercise at a young age. We will see.